These past few months I've found myself wondering why did I lose my baby..why can't I be a mommy..I see all these women around me getting pregnant & I feel so selfish because I'm happy for them, but feel like my day will never come. All I want is to be a great mom..to actually be able to carry my child without it being taken from me. All I pray & plead for is just once. One time.

I'm sorry to vent, but I can't Express myself to anyone around, they just tell me it will happen eventually.