Screw it I’m gonna love myself

Dislcaimer: this is straight up me ranting no need to read

Lately I never feel happy seeing myself. I feel unconfident and not sexy or cute.

But I think those days should end now. I’m going to do my best to feel happy and beautiful, to get over the past that told me I was “less than average” in looks. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and if I can be confident I can be beautiful.

Gotta let this out:

F you guys from 8th grade who straight up looked at me and the other girl at our desk and said “no offense but ____ is prettier than you” literally out of no where. I never felt so embarrassed in my life. I’m mature enough to say the time hath come for me to shine as the goddess of an individual I am.

I mean I’m greasy and my mental health is out of wack so we’ll see what happens. I’m trying to form sentences but literally I’m so anxious right now I can’t think in a straight line.