Not just another negative

Its not just a negative test, or just another period.

It's confirmation that the little person you already created in your mind, failed to materalise in your body.

It's letting go of the hope you allowed youself to have for two weeks.

It is saying goodbye to all the little things you already planned, knowing when your due date would be, how you would announce and the love you already felt.

Its allowing youself to be miserable and wallow for just one day and to eat the damn cake!

Its ordering another pack of ovulation strips, dusting yourself off and saying, THERE IS ALWAYS NEXT MONTH!