Sad but hopeful

D • 🧿 Married. Mommy to 2 angel babies, both 2nd trimester losses our boy 11.16.2019 👼 & our girl 6.26.2020 👼. Diagnosed w/ IC. Cerclage baby girl 🌈 12/13/21. BSN, RN.

I’m watching YouTube and I’m watching a video of a woman’s haul and she shows what her daughter picked out on their shopping trip: overalls, sparkly hat, a cute tumbler.

I can’t help but be sad because the last baby I lost was a girl. I was so hopeful last pregnancy that I’d be able to hold my baby girl and we’d do fun mommy and daughter things together. I hope I can have that one day 😥