My boyfriend and I got pregnant in January before he left for deployment. I found out in February when I was bleeding in my college class. I went to the ER and they told me I was pregnant. I was happy but also so scared because he was over seas and I was in the ER with my mom. That’s not how I wanted to find out. We planned to get married in June when he came back from deployment. My HCG levels rose and rose and one day my doctor called me and they dropped. I had a miscarriage. I was upset and crying so much. Ever since I lost our baby I have been wanting another baby. I felt like a failure for losing him and I just want another try. My boyfriend says we are too young which I get but I see all these people with babies and they are so happy. I just want my little bundle of joy.