So I’m 12 weeks pregnant and we opted to do the Panorama Screening. We found out today that we are having a boy. I was so looking forward to having a girl, I have a son so I wanted a daughter. My grandma just died and I wanted to name a girl after my grandma. Now I can’t do that. I want to cry and I want to scream and I feel completely disconnected from this pregnancy. I feel ashamed of myself for feeling this way, but I can’t help it. Anyone else ever have these feelings?