11 DPO TTC Venting..

So I’m currently on CD 43 (11dpo) I just want to know one way or the other if I’m pregnant or not! It’s now been 2+ years trying and I’m really getting over it!

I had spotting around 7,8&9 dpo but I just have this feeling that my body is tricking me and making me think it’s implantation spotting!

If my af comes when I predict then my cycle would be 47 days, which is super long for me!

Anyone else getting over it and frustrated when their bodies trick them into thinking ‘it could be this month’