My cycle is messed up

So I’m suppose to ovulate one 9 days but I’m clearly ovulating and just my luck my husband would have just gone back to work so can’t even do anything about it we did agree to wait till next year to start trying but we’ve also said what ever happens then it happens for a reason sooooo 🙈 part of myself keeps telling me to wait that next year will be better and the right time but I also have a little voice in me saying why wait 😂