Need opinions please

Nicole

I tested yesterday and then again today. I got faint positives both times but with the dreaded blue dye. I’m cramping a bit on the right side and I’ve had some pink spotting. I ordered pink dye tests that will be here Friday the same day AF is due. I have three kids ages 13, 11 and 9 and I’m 35 years old. Top pic is yesterday and bottom one is with FMU this morning. I want this but I fear that the desire to have another baby may be clouding my judgement with the test results. I’ve been trying to have my fourth child for 7 years now and I just well I’m scared to be hopeful. What do you ladies think?