43 and ttcying for #3 5 months now

Kizzy

Hello, ladies. I am trying for my #3 and my hubby is 50. My daughter is 10 and our boys are 22 and 24; our sons are from previous marriages. I desperately wanted to have a baby boy with him and figured the quarantine was a good time to start. Well, we are on 6th cycle and 1 chemical and 1 6-weeks miscarriage, we still no pregnant. I am on my second Clomid cycle and progesterone post ovulation. I dint know how to cope with all these hormones and cutting and peeing on stick and 100 supplements. I cry myself to sleep every night with the thought that I prevent pregnancy for 10 years with the IUD during my most fertile years. My friends all think I am crazy or too old to have any more children. If it was not for website like this with ladies to encourage and support me I don’t know what I would do. Thank you