I have ALWAYS wanted to be a mom. I was told I may never have a baby. Then I got pregnant and my baby is here! We had a horrible birth and I’m lucky to be alive. No exaggeration.

Now that I am finally a mom, I feel so guilty for feeling frustrated and tired and just done with it all. Most of the time I’m fine, but sometimes I’m so overwhelmed and tired. I’m so lucky to be where I am, I don’t want to be ungrateful. But damn this is so hard some days.