I’m struggling here ladies! Please tell me I’m not a horrible person! I’ve already asked God several times to forgive me for being ugly! I feel like such a horrible person! I just found out my cousin is pregnant with twins and I want to be happy for her but all I can do is ball my eyes out. I’ve had 2 miscarriages in the last 3 years and all I ever pray for is for God to bless us with twins. I know that’s a little illogical to some people! But I honestly have faith that God can make anything happen. I have struggled for 3 years with getting pregnant and I really want to be happy for her but all I can do is feel sad and cry because it’s what I want so bad! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭