After 2 years of testing and tracking and logging and trying anything under the sun to get pregnant I FINALLY got a positive!!! It’s not a BFP but it’s SOMETHING and I’m basically testing daily at this point just to see it get darker! AF is technically due on Sep 2 but I’m getting more and more hopeful she’s gone for a while!

I was going to make an appointment in September to see a fertility specialist. I was seriously trying to get used to the idea of not having children in case we found out I couldn’t have them....and then yesterday I woke up feeling a little nauseous at 9 dpo so I decided to test and BOOM, there it was.

I think I stared at it for a good 20 minutes before I finally accepted that there was an actual line there. I tested this morning again and it’s still there...which is giving me hope but I’m very scared to let myself get excited...and at the same time I’m super excited already. This could really be it. I really really really want this to be it....

And in case anyone wants to know I had sex every other day of my cycle ensuring we had sex the day before ovulation. I take prenatals every night. I used pre-seed and immediately after sex I used a soft cup to hold everything in and keep it as close to my cervix as possible.

Baby dust to all!!!