Maybe I’m Being Selfish 😞

Hi! I recently got married in July and I’m 38 weeks pregnant and due anytime and lately I’ve been feeling down and kind of sad because I would have love to enjoy my marriage with just us for a while before having a baby yes we made the decision to have the baby but I feel like we kind of rushed it I find myself crying at night because I wish we would have waited don’t get me wrong I’m excited about the baby I honestly am but we aren’t really established with a place, car etc maybe it’s just my pregnancy hormones