C section

The anxiety I felt leading up to my planned c section this morning was unreal. I swear the second they had me back in the OR I was like “I have to fucking run, get me out of here” but I suffered in silence and told myself I had no choice, baby is gonna come out either way. The anastheiologist pricked me and next thing I know I can’t feel a thing. They gave me anxiety meds as well because I was still freaking out and shaking. Definitely immediately helped. once I realized I couldn’t feel anything and the dizziness was gone, I was fine. My baby came out so fast and his cry was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard besides his heartbeat. They stitched me back up and put me in the recovery area and he was able to breastfeed for a good while! The pain afterwards so far has been A LOT to say the least, but so worth it to have my little man here. I’m obsessed. ❤️