Hi everyone.

This is my first time making a post about me, but at this point I am so frustrated I cant take it anymore. Im just tired. Of always fighting with myself and feeling like the world is against me. But i know its all in my head, because whenever the 2 week mark before my period starts, I’ll loose control over everything. I start to binge eat or not eat at all. I’ll not sleep or want to sleep to much. I’ll want to spend all my money, and I get irritated by the slightest thing. I’ll torn the relationships Ive created and go into multiple episodes of crying and suicidality. I dont want to die nor I ever have a plan, but I just feel so bad and angry towards myself during these times. i wish i could stop my head. Does anybody else feel this way too?