Pregnancy.

I had my first baby in January of this year, he just turned 7 months. I’m worried about getting pregnant again so soon, however I wouldn’t be upset if it happened. I went through 4 years of unexplained infertility after being on the depo shot. Long story short, I don’t take birth control. I’m terrified of never being able to have more babies. I have PTSD from the depo. It ruined my life and my insides. Any moms pregnant again? How is it. Be brutally honest. Baby boy was my first. So I need to know how life is with 2 babies just in case.