For the most part everything's been really good. But our communication really sucks in thats on me. I had a really negative marriage that lasted 10 years psychological and emotional abuse . I suffer from pretty bad depression And anxiety. I've been with my partner for the last 2 years plus. Whatever I try to plan things and arrange things He tells me what's the point it's not like I communicate anyway. I don't really have much in the way of friends or support system, I live away from my family and I don't really talk to them . I blew most of my support system on my exhusband now I feel completely alone with no one to talk to or vent . Theres so much going on in my head feels like its gonna explode and I don't know what to do.