Story of my life....15yrs with SO, 1 miscarriage ( I didn't even know). He scared to have kids due to his medical background. Im tired of waiting... then last month get announcements family adopted...and a good friend is having a shower. 😁i buy baby gifts and move on. But yesterday there were 3 fb announcements like really people covid just popping um out.... but not for me. I don't want to have these feelings its like I'm a hater!! Im happy for them i really am but I'm just annoyed its not my time. Like when will it be my turn. Im damn near 40 and im about to be a Virgin again 😩 due to medical conditions...i don't want to feel like this but I cant help it....its like im blaming him for his genetics. Im questioning God for why it not my time. And i just want to poke my eyes out so I dont see any more happy announcements unless its me. Am I the only one 🤔 feeling Krazy🙃??