Quitting

Unfortunately after 13 months TTC my husband and I are stopping. We are kind of at a dead end, not getting any help from my doctors and not having any successes. We are currently in the end running off a cycle. I on CD 24 at 10 DPO with nothing but BFN. I know what you’re thinking, it’s not over till AF. But for me it is. I know it is going to be a Big Fat Fricken Negative when I get my period on Friday. 😔 I was so hopefully because I didn’t want to have to stop.

Every month I am devastated and heart broken when I see a negative test and then get my period and I don’t think I can handle it any more. I’m probably never going to get pregnant.

Anyways I’m going to focus on my health and losing a bit of weight so I can be in a better shape. I’m going to focus on my studies to become an RN and hope one day my husband and I will be lucky. Until then this seems like goodbye 👋🏻😔