So I’m fed up. Heartbroken. Impatient. Angry. Jealous. A whole bunch of mixed emotions. We’ve been TTC for almost 2 years now. If I didn’t have two kids already I would say maybe it just takes a while or think it was normal. The longest it took last time was 6 months. Two healthy pregnancies (however that was with my ex husband, not my SO now).

Now it’s almost 2 years and two miscarries. I’m beaten down. I called my doctor to make an appointment but had to leave a message. At the second miscarriage my doctor told me, you’ve had two healthy babies and he’s had a child you should be fine. But Somethings telling me it isn’t going to happen bc we’ve been trying so long. I’m not even sure what to ask her. Is it just a check up? Am I looking at having to take medication? Did my second IUD screw me up? Is it him?

If Anyone has gone through this what did you say to your doctor? What were your next steps? We want a baby together so badly.