Because I literally have no one to talk to 🤷🏼‍♀️🙃

my man got mad and yelled at me and threw a fit over something stupid so I got mad at him for getting mad at me and basically pouted and soaked in my irritation for the rest of the day while he acted like nothing even happened.. then he had the audacity to kiss me and say he loved me before he left for work, making it impossible to continue to stay mad at him 🙄😂

It’s just so hard for me to get over being yelled at because of past trauma and abuse and I just can’t be treated the same way I was before but I know deep down arguments are normal in a relationship and that I mess up a lot by just NOT thinking 😩 I really need to work on myself but I’m so not use to someone still kissing me and saying they love me when I’ve been pouting like a brat all day over something that was definitely MY FAULT 🙃

I guess I still made his lunch and dinner so I’m not ALL bad.. I just really wish I used my common sense a little more often so I could avoid being yelled at and making my SO mad at me..