This.

This was supposed to be my rainbow baby after the storm. After three years of trying I finally got pregnant, I lost my first angel baby in June this year. I was broken, completely wrecked, little did I know I’d end up pregnant back to back (which I thought was very unlikely). August 2 I found out I was pregnant again - crazy I know. But this time I thought we were fine, and then it happened all over again. The pain this time for that 3-4 hours of passing was excruciating and heart breaking.

My miscarriages are such a hidden topic because I never made it to 12 weeks with either of my babies so I never did a reveal/announcement. It sucks being so empty and broken inside and not being able to turn to anyone for help.

Is it normal to feel like this after a loss? Confused, angry, sad, bitter, depressed?