Lost my soul is dark 15 weeks and Miscarriage

09-09-2020 WORST DAY EVER !

Tuesday night around 11 pm I start experiences mild pelvis pains so i went to bathroom or course peed a lot so from 12-4 am the pain is unbearable at the moment so I took an hot shower to think the pain was going away but I just got worst so I call in from work because obviously I cant go so my boyfriend say we going to hospital NOW! so i said okay let me poo first i sat on toilet and push and at that moment my life has change forever I scream for my boyfriend crying telling him it’s blood not poo in scared to get up because i think We just had an miscarriage 😔😔 so he said baby please stand up I said no but I did and my baby was hanging from me so I scream for my mom to come from downstairs told my boyfriend to call ambulance he did so I’m still standing he talking to operator still crying with me scared out our minds I’m still standing up he telling me to sit In like no i dont want to sit on the baby my mother finally came and she burst out crying because no one knew i was pregnant this time but me and the father so she come help me and sit towels on the floor and tell me to sit in like no i don’t want to sit on my baby she said you not just sit so i did or course I saw my baby breathe for 2 seconds so the EMT finally arrive they took protocol im still crying and screaming my mom crying trying to comfort me my boyfriend getting the kids together crying . And off I go to hospital really crying right now typing so I’ll finish this emotional story later on sorry