Scared of having 2 under 2 anyone ?

Who all is having two under two the closer I get to our due date the more scared I get I had a very hard time with our son when he was born I did everything an still basically do when it comes to feeding clothing bathing diapers I do it all bc my husband is always working an when he’s home he’s resting I remember how scary tired I would get with my son bc he never slept he still hardly doesn’t I’m lucky if I get 5 hours a sleep a night an that’s with him waking up a couple times during those 5 hours I’m just scared of the new born stage over again I had horrible anxiety with my son where I couldn’t even put him down I still have anxiety with him just not as bad he still CO sleeps with me an I’m fine with it bc if not I get less sleep then what I do get just so nervous this baby wasn’t planned but I do love this baby already I’m just scared to say the least an everything going on in the world right now isn’t helping my anxiety with everything anyone else having two under two an scared to death ?