Why am I so bummed?

Let me start by saying, this isn't my first rodeo. The is my 3rd and final baby. But this is the first time that I have literally been borderline depressed at how lone this pregnancy is taking!

I am in pain like 90% of the time and so cranky because of it. I wish it was Decemeber finally! Im over being pregnant and i am SO over our little girl not being here. I feel her moving more which is nice but I am just so sad she isn't here.

What is wrong with me??? I know logistically how long pregnancy takes...I know that there is no such thing as time travel..and yet I am so sad about it all

Hahaha WTH??