On the floor crying

D • 🧿 Married. Mommy to 2 angel babies, both 2nd trimester losses our boy 11.16.2019 👼 & our girl 6.26.2020 👼. Diagnosed w/ IC. Cerclage baby girl 🌈 12/13/21. BSN, RN.

Crying because we’ve lost two perfectly healthy babies due to incompetent cervix. Crying because I got another negative OPK.

Coworker is pregnant and complaining that it is in her words “another fucking boy.” Meanwhile I wish I had one to hold.

Crying because everywhere I look there’s a pregnant lady; a momma bear sign on somebody’s car made me break down.

When will this punishment end?