I have tried many birth controls but I apparently cannot handle all the hormones.

I've tried lo loestrien fe and it made me feel suicidal.

Mirena caused intense pain so they had to remove it

Nexplanon made me go crazy and super depressed so they removed that as well.

Any suggestions for a birth control?? I have an appointment with my ob/gyn next month but wanted to see if anyone has suggestions or experiences similar to mine :(

Ps I've used condoms, hate them so much but will continue to use them if that's what I have to do haha