Trying to find hope.

Veda 👼🏻👼🏻

Well I finally got to experience the joy of positive pregnancy tests this passed week unfortunately about a day and a half after getting a positive digital I started spotting which then led to some light bleeding (never any clots or anything) when I tested the next day my line seemed lighter but I chalked it up to diluted pee and then the next day it was like I was searching for a line concerned I called my obgyn and went and got my HCG blood test..... and it was a 1 😔 it was my first “pregnancy” (I almost feel wrong calling it that) so it’s obviously my first chemical/loss. I’m trying to find some hope and positivity? Please share some of your positive experiences after your chemicals and how long did it take for you to conceive again? Anything helps...