It is so depressing being in CA right now. I don’t want to go anywhere with a newborn and now we can’t even go on a walk outside due to very unhealthy air quality.

On top of complete isolation for weeks, my husband is so negative all the time. Yeah, I feel like shit a lot too but I keep it to myself and try to enjoy my newborn and toddler as much as possible. But all day my husband complains about the air, covid, politics, things in the home, kids crying, our pets, and the list goes on and on. I’ve told him that his negative comments bring me down but he says he needs to be able to vent.

I am literally taking care of the newborn 24/7 and my husband is taking care of running errands but he makes me feel like i don’t do anything.

I really can’t wait for the air to get better so I can just go on a nice walk to the park and escape for a few hours from the house.