Hate to say this but im so miserable and tired and cannot wait for her to grow up and sleep I hope! I just need sleep more then 2hrs or less. Definitely affecting my mental health im fed up

I feel like the worst person writing this as I know im lucky to have her when others struggle

The household are saying your so miserable at the moment and I am its been a week where its hit me hard I just hope I'm not getting depression back I feel so low

My weight is getting me down but im so tired of these night feeds I end up eating rubbish to get me through