So my husband has been joking a lot in the last week about how he thinks I’m pregnant, then Friday last week I found out that I will not be coming back to my job after the furlough ends. However the corporate database says I am still employed HR said it could be weeks before that is updated.

This morning I took my pregnancy test, yes I know it’s early af is due Friday this week. But it was a hard negative test, no faint line nothing but a deep dark control line. And I am wrecked, I had actually allowed myself to get excited. I guess I should just be grateful that I’m not since I am without a job now at the moment and will be without medical insurance soon. But still I guess I just wish he would stop joking about things like this.

AF arrived last night in a surprisingly quiet fashion, no major cramping. But heavy heavy flow for me in the last couple years. Hoping that means all the hormones from my former birth control are out of my system.