I had a mc on the 2nd. We went out to dinner on the 6th with some cousins and it was a great time! I knew I needed to get out but I also knew I was not okay yet. I sat at dinner watching a mom shove a phone in a little boys face because he wouldn’t stop saying fishy. There was a fish tank and I wanted so badly to take him to see them. I was so upset that she couldn’t get up for a couple minutes to see the fish with him, it broke my heart. I started tearing up sitting there but I quickly just told myself to snapped out of it. I KNOW I DO NOT KNOW WHAT WENT ON BEFORE THAT, but at that moment I want to yell at her with everything I had..yes on the drive home I did cry so much and my husband just held my hand and tried to comfort me. Now I just see parents get upset, reach for an electronic device, or even just ignore. IM NOT JUDGING i just get upset and think I wish I had my baby something to show for all this pain.