I’m 4w3d today. We lost our first sweet LO at 5w5d in July. I’m trying to manage my worry, so that I don’t cause stress for our babe’s development. However, today was my biggest reality check of them all for my anxiety around the risk/fear of losing this one too.

Today, I had my first full day of work outside of our home since before July. ...I packed a pad in my work bag, “just in case”... Ouch the reality of that hit me like a ton of bricks and I prayed my entire drive that I won’t be needing that darn thing until the end of May.

Anyone else feeling this way? I don’t think it’s possibly to prepare anyone for these feelings until they’re in the thick of it but wow.

🙏🏻🌈 May baby prayers!