Lately I have been noticing certain behavior patterns that my mom has & Some that I remember her having when I was growing up.

And honestly I dont like it one bit but Im learning to accept it and see what I can do to change about it..

Whats so crazy is I date the same type of men she was attracted to or the type of men she says " ohhh that sounds just like your daddy "

And my father hasnt been in my life that much over the years .

I really want to break the cycle..I dont want to give birth to a daughter and dont know how to raise her..I dont want to have the same life as my mom did honestly