Been over 2 years ttc with my hubby for my second baby but his first ... Andddd im starting to believe we cant have kids .. I want more kids soo bad and just so tired of the heart break of negatives i stopped taking pregnancy test and honestly stopped <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> . sadly we dont have insurance nor the money to get him tested and im also really scared to hear what the drs have to say .. Not sure if ive come to terms with it or if im still heart broken. . i have my good days and i have my bad days ... At this point im just going with the flow hoping to have a surprise but .. Idk . i just ask for prayers .. Baby dust prayers not just over me but also my husband ... Faith the size of a mustard seed can move a mountain so im hoping i can get enough prayers to keep my faith with this situation ....