Does anybody just...

So, during your ttc journey, does anybody just sit around and read birth stories and watch labor and delivery videos? 3 1/2 years ttc and all I can do is watch videos and read stories and cry waiting for it to be me. Picturing what the day could be like, almost feeling every emotion these amazing mothers go through.

I seriously can’t wait for it all. Getting to see that positive test, the planning, picking out a name, buying all the cute baby stuff I gawk over in the store, packing hospital bags, laying in that bed knowing that it’s all finally happening. Everything. I can’t wait, I just wish it would happen already...😔😔