I hate this !!

This whole waiting nonsense is for the birds. I was on BC for maybe 2 months but was never consistent with it. End of June we decided to try for baby number two, got the whole withdrawal bleeding ,MEH. Now I know I know I’m supposed to wait for the first cycle bleh bleh bleh but I’m excited af so I started doing the ovulation thing and of course no real change. IT IS NOW SEPT 16th WHERE ARE YOU AUNT FLO? Your plate is getting cold!!! No AF, a BFN, AND No Change in Ovulation?! Can someone please tell me WTF to do! How was 19 year old me so damn fertile ?! My fast ass didn’t know a baby from a football. Now that I’m responsible and **** here comes the complications. Help me !!! Lol

I hate this waiting !!!!!! Give me the babies (and take them back after age 1) 😩😩😩😩