Going through a divorce with a 1 yr old...Help

I just need positive affirmations and some guidance...I’m so lost

He told me he doesn’t love me and he’s not attracted to me and I’m beneath whom and he can’t believe he had a baby by someone like me.

I have been there for this man through cancer through his alcoholism through ivf through sooooo much and he doesn’t love me?

It seems like yesterday that we just had our baby girl naturally after all attempts at ivf and after me almost dying on the table having her.

I asked him to leave and he told me no- he’s very controlling and the emotional abuse that I’ve endured is almost over.

What do I do- child support alimony

I don’t work I was a stay at home mom

I am a licensed realtor but no consistent income.im so glad my baby is young enough that she hopefully won’t remember this but what do I do?