My bf of almost 5 years broke up with me. And I can’t take it. 😞

We are both in our 20s. We were going to move in together and started think that this is the man that I am going to marry.

He started to become a different person this year. He made new friends. But he would ditch me to hang out with them. I noticed he started to drink and smoke weed a lot too. Which I told him that I didn’t like.

Last month, he told me that he didn’t want to be in a relationship with me anymore and that he would rather just be FWB.

That broke my heart so much.

I told him no to the fwb. But I have been so depressed lately. I can’t believe how he turned into a different person this year and left me. I’m so shocked

It’s so hard for me to get out of bed, to go to work, to eat food, to do anything really. I do force myself to go out with my girlfriends sometimes, but when I come alone, all I do is cry.

I’m hurt. I know it’s not the end of the world. But I am hurting really badly and I don’t know what to do.