I’m sad. I’m frustrated. I’m tired of putting on a smile with everything I do while 3 people I have to work and interact with closely are all pregnant. I’m happy for them. I’m so excited to meet these babies in the future but I am also devastated for myself. I feel so so selfish. I’m trying to remain stress free and happy but it is taking a toll. My poor sweet husband is doing the best he can to comfort me and I couldn’t ask for a better person for this time. Idk, I just needed to say something.

Just know that I think about this community everyday, multiple times a day. I pray for the strangers in this community and the friends that I’ve made here. Just please send some prayers or positive vibes that this is my husband and I final month TTC. And if it’s not, that I get some answers from the doctor soon. It’s only been 6 months of trying and I know that many women try for way longer and I could never imagine that right now. I feel for you, I’m here with you and I hope we both get our babies.