I need opinions. I’m currently pregnant which I understand could turn a man off and whatever, but this issue has been happening long before I got pregnant. My husband seems to not be interested in me sexually. Yes he’s a good father and husband overall, but some things just seem off. Sometimes I had to sort of beg for sex. I found he would watch porn and stuff which I don’t have a problem with. I do have a problem with him being more interested in porn than actually having sex with me. When I brought it up a long time ago he said it was stress, then he said he was sick, and so on. So many excuses I lost the count. I got to the point of just not begging anymore. I have asked him several times if he doesn’t see me attractive and he says yes, then he has sex with me, which I honestly feel like he forces himself so I don’t bring it up again. Not long ago I found his computer history, yes I know his privacy and shit, but I did it because he’s done shitty things in the past. I found he went to search for his ex and looked through every single one of her photos. I get it she is attractive, skinny and not pregnant, but it hurts. I confronted him and he came up with a lame excuse that he didn’t even believe himself. Let me say we’ve been together for 7 years. When he wants to have sex he just randomly wakes me up in the middle of the night, does his thing and goes back to sleep. I talked to him about how I felt like he was just using me as he didn’t even bother to get me in the mood. He changed that for a month or so then stopped again. He was out of town for a week. He’s been back home for 2 weeks now, we’ve only have sex twice, but they felt so different. I think when you’ve been with someone for a long time you kind of know the sex and stuff idk I might be overthinking it. But it does feel different, he tried doing different things while at it that he had never done before, just felt weird. I forgot to mention he has faked orgasms recently and supposedly finished, but rushed to the bathroom and I could clearly hear him on his phone and finishing there. I just don’t know what to do or think anymore. I’ve tried talking and communicating several times, but every time he says how much he loves be and I attracted to me and stuff and it’s starting to feel like scripted. Thanks for reading, please let me know what you think.