I’m finally pregnant after trying for two years and loosing the first one last year in April. I first found out July 21st and cried I was so happy to finally be having our second child. After that I made sure to not tell family till it was a safer time since I lost my last one early on. I finally found the courage to tell family and I am now finding out from my Dr. that my body may be rejecting this baby too. Right now I’m just waiting for the other shoe to drop. This has been a real struggle to stay positive and hope that this baby makes it. I have taken two test in the last to days to give myself hope and they both say positive so I care them with me as a reminder that there is still hope. I really had to vent and get all this off my chest cause telling the happy family members what’s going on will only makes me more depressed and be down instead of up. I’m glad I can post here where it’s safe to talk!