Thoughts?

I went over to his place to go skinny dipping. We were in the pool talking and I had a few shots. I told him I did not want to have sex until marriage. And we talked for a while. All the sudden I felt really sick. He carried me to the bathroom and I threw up. He then carried me to the bedroom and got me dressed. The next thing I know he is getting me undressed in bed. I remember saying yes though. As we were having sex I told him I had to throw up again. He carried me to the bathroom again and got me dressed again. And I went to bed. I just remember closing my eyes on the way out of the pool and not opening them again. I think that was the most intoxicated I have ever been. I just didn't even care about what was going on. I feel so so stupid. What did I think would happen? I am just so angry I trusted him. I was stright up about that night not going anywhere. Now I am confused with what to even call that night.