Honestly, I regret having my daughter. She is a year old and all she has done the last month is scream. From wake to sleep, all she does is scream at the top of her lungs. It doesn't matter what I try to do to calm her down, it doesn't work. I wish I could go back in time and never have her, and I know it's not fair for her to grow up around a mom that feels like this so I'm highly considering giving custody to her father. Everyone in my family will hate me, but I can't do this. I was diagnosed with severe postpartum depression after having her and never formed a bond with her, and everything I feel on top of her high pitched screeching makes me highly suicidal.

I know I'll probably get hate for this but I really needed to vent. I'm so dead emotionally and physically.