for years i’ve had the same two “best friends” they were mentally abusive and used me constantly. every time we’d go out to eat i’d pay for one of them because i’m nice & i knew her family didn’t have that much money. i picked the same girl up from a party at 2am because she was drunk & crying & she didn’t want to be there. i drove them everywhere, we had a lot of parties at my house. i did everything for them.

recently they started treating me bad again, when i was younger i’d just take it because i was too scared to try and defend myself.

but, this time i was done.

i was invited to one of our other friends houses to hang out. i said yes & i was gonna nap & then come because i didn’t feel the best. at around 8 i texted & asked one of my best friends if i could come now. she said “No. someone took your spot and now there’s too many people find something else to do.”

i didn’t really have any friends besides the people at that house & i told her “Okay. Well. Fuck y’all then” (i only said this because the week before they did the exact same thing - they also told me they would drop me & not care about it)

They went crazy. called me a bitch, a piece of shit, a horrible friend, told me i never do anything for them. sent me videos of people telling me to go fuck myself.

I told them a few days prior about my anxiety & how i was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression & it’s hard for me to ask people to hang out because i’m scared of rejection.

one of my “best friends” then texted me how i’m faking it & i am just a shitty friend & how everything is my fault and i’m the reason we’re not friends”