RANt Going back to the office and people judging me

Let me tell you a bit about my story In that way you can understand better, back in March when everything close, we were sent to work remotely but my work title change and also what I used to do changed, we needed to do new procedures, rules, knowledge that wasn’t easy for me to grasp and the training was literally only 24 hours, I work for a costumer service company so basically it was to be chatting live with 2 people sometimes 3 at time with 3 different needs and English is not my first language so this also created a lot of stress since the company times your chats and you can’t make grammar mistakes obviously but it create a huge amount of stress on me but I was ok because I love new things and experiences so it was like a big challenge for me and I was really proud of me going trough all this and pulling it trough anyways I was fine until i started to feel really sick and I got diagnose with hyperemises gravidarum and I was puking even the water and the computer was making super dizzy and chatting with costumer and puking at the same time was a nightmare anyways i was sent on a medical leave which I’m really grateful for and know I’m about to come back to work and the company gave me the option to come back to work from home in the same horrible position idk what it is but it gives me anxiety just to think about coming back to that same position that I feel that generates me more stress than anything else is like I feel an aversion towards it or come back to the office where we see people every day “costumers” but we do have a office capacity and everybody follows protocol with mask and face shields and everyone that gets in to the office get their temperature taken and The company hired a crew that’s is constantly cleaning when costumers or other people comes over so I have picked to come back to my regular work at the office and I have received and incredibly amount of judgement from my coworkers and family that i feel awful and guilty but I have mentioned that the other position was giving me literally panick attacks at the end of the day once i realized I was pregnant and feeling like crap which I think worst for my baby, I mean there is tons of doctors and nurses who are pregnant and working directly with Covid patients.

Also pregnant teachers, day care teachers, receptionists etc that are not that expose like nurses or doctors but still are back at work and not Been judge for it. I just don’t understand why people is judging me calling me selfish, crazy etc. pregnancy is not easy and getting judge makes it worst I’m 5 months, I Just want to go back to what I know and made me feel comfortable not generating stress, I want comfort over stress.