Not Sept '19 baby related, but...

I'm terribly depressed today. Yes, I have a history or depression, but WOW! Super sensitive, super low self-esteem (personally, and in my mothering skills), and feeling so DOWN!

I got off birth control a few weeks ago (to prepare to soon be TTC) I don't remember this happening in 2018 when I went off BC to conceive my Sept '19 baby, but maybe it's just hormonal? (I am not pregnant yet)

Thanks for listening, I appreciate you ladies ❤️