Need help(V/card)

Autumn

Here’s a little background I’m turning 17 in a few weeks and I’m in a relationship with my boyfriend that I knew for 3years.(knew him for 3yrs but starting talking for almost a year)But we only been together for almost two months. Anywayssss I really enjoy his company and just enjoy being in his presence. So...he promise me that he would wait till I’m ready to have sex. But the problem is I don’t know if I’m ready to. I know I don’t feel pressure, but also once I give away my card I can’t take it back... That’s the problem I’m tryna face.