I’ve been with my current boyfriend for about 8 years and we have a 1 year old. Before we got together I had been seeing someone for about 4 years. He broke up with me for another girl and I was devastated. Ive thought about him casually over the years but more so recently. I’ve had a few dreams about him in the last few months and even thought about reaching out to him. I don’t understand why I’m thinking this way. It just seems crazy to me that I have to talk myself out of contacting him. What am I even expecting to get out of it? Ugh.